I'm not doing this feeling justice.
It's like this...
Nope, I don't know what it's like. I still see a BIG girl in the mirror. That girl doesn't fit in chairs, wear size 12 dresses or wake up early 3 days a week to get in her run before work. Lately I have found myself weighing myself less and less. I have started becoming OK with my weight. I catch myself as I pass a window and take myself by surprise. I'm happy with how I look in clothes. I am delighted with my cardio performance. I'm enjoying the new challenge of adding weights to my workout routine.
It's not just that I am starting to feel small. It's that I am starting to feel like what I always thought "normal" would be.
That is so awesome! I can't wait until I feel like that. Oh, and to not have to wonder if my hips are going to fit in the chair or if the chair is sturdy enough to handle me. Just to sit and not even have the thoughts run through my head. Ahhhh......! Congratulations on all your hard work!
ReplyDeleteYou are awesome! It is so hard to see your body the way it is after a change. I can't wait to not care as much about what the scale says...for now though, it keeps me accountable and on track. Keep up the great work!!!
ReplyDeletethe emotional weight is heavier than our physical, and I am gathering just as difficult to lose. I think you've done a fantastic job. I hope next time you're walking past the mirror that big girl gives you a wink, because big or small it's still you.
ReplyDeleteYes, you are NORMAL! It's a great great feeling when you can feel that way, glad you're feeling good about yourself. I feel so happy for you.
ReplyDeleteThanks JP! You ar right- the emotional weight is HUGE. When people ask me the hardest part of weight loss I always tell them that the emotional aspect is way more difficult than the physical. I get the science behind weight loss. I don't always get the amotions.
ReplyDeleteHey Angie! I totally still care what the scale says! :) The difference now is that I don't totally freak out when it doesn't go my way. Weight is a fluid number and I'm *starting* to accept that. Thanks for stopping by my blog. :)
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