I'm not doing this feeling justice.
It's like this...
Nope, I don't know what it's like. I still see a BIG girl in the mirror. That girl doesn't fit in chairs, wear size 12 dresses or wake up early 3 days a week to get in her run before work. Lately I have found myself weighing myself less and less. I have started becoming OK with my weight. I catch myself as I pass a window and take myself by surprise. I'm happy with how I look in clothes. I am delighted with my cardio performance. I'm enjoying the new challenge of adding weights to my workout routine.
It's not just that I am starting to feel small. It's that I am starting to feel like what I always thought "normal" would be.